Midnight Visitors

I was sitting alone in my room

Writing some stuffs for my notebook

It's already midnight, and I'm the only one in my house who stays awake

I trying to forget her. My-Ex

2 weeks ago, she broke up with me without saying a single reason

She just... gone

Since then, I've trying hard to forget her

And each times I try, the more I remember

The more she invades my head

The more I couldn't move on from her

And suddenly, she stands in front of me

In this room

How could that happen?

How did she get inside here? Without sounds or noises?

Damn, it was really her

She's not a ghost

She was real

I can touch her skin

I can hold her hands

She smiles at me

I was shocked. What is she doing in here?

She says that she wants to comfort me

The way she comforts me earlier when we still in relationship

"But hey.. we already broke up, don't we?"

She laugh

She says, she loves me

And she's still keeping our promise

To stay as long as we could

Yeah..

That promise

One thing that I still regret the most

But why?

Why did she wants me to be her bf again?

This is totally different from what she says at the chat

She says, we should be a friend and not more

Something strange

She realize I was thinking too much

She asks me to stay calm

She was real

I know she was real

But this was not her

And my bedroom starts to turn chaotic

Every stuffs and tools were flown away

What the fuck?!

And my pen starts to swing fastly to my chest

Stabbing my heart so precisely

I woke up to realize that she was my nightmare

She was just a shade

A shade of the women I still love the most

And now, she had become the parasites in my head

.

To be continued...